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Breathe AgainWhen I open my eyes in the morning light
I catch my breath, feel a little frightened.
Watch your face peacefully sleeping
Heartbreak, I know there's no keeping you.
Tell me now that there's nothing more
Just do it now so that I can breathe again
I know somehow you're just too beautiful
I know now that you're gonna be leaving
Just too beautiful
Too beautiful for me
Not long now before it's time to go
Gotta be strong somehow
Don't wanna let it show
But my heart is aching
My heart is breaking
You ask meYou ask me...
Why I slowly kill myself with these cigarettes
Why I wear black clothing that matches my lungs
Why I stare at the color blue that matches my mood
I will tell you why
I blacken my lungs with these grey filth
to match those who suffer in this world
I hide in the shadows inside these black cloth
to hide my sadness I feel for this world
I feel sorrow from watching the blue sky
for those who cannot.
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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