I walked towards the main viewI walked towards the main viewing window from the now empty bridge, dragging a fold able chair behind me. Hours ago the bridge was bustling with activities as officers went along their business, maintaining functionality of the CNR Murder. I have given the officers break to have the bridge all to myself. The Murder is on autopilot and her screen slowly faded to darkness as I told her I wanted to see Uitra III, my home planet. I set the chair down and collapsed, mere feets away from the cold window as the bridge was slowly illuminated with a blue hue by the planet. I closed my eyes slowly, as the engines of the ships hummed peacefully, while basking in the light from the stars and my home. Everyone of them, shining, just for me.
Breathe AgainWhen I open my eyes in the morning lightI catch my breath, feel a little frightened.Watch your face peacefully sleepingHeartbreak, I know there's no keeping you.Tell me now that there's nothing moreJust do it now so that I can breathe againI know somehow you're just too beautifulI know now that you're gonna be leavingJust too beautifulToo beautiful for meNot long now before it's time to goGotta be strong somehowDon't wanna let it showBut my heart is achingMy heart is breaking
You ask meYou ask me...Why I slowly kill myself with these cigarettesWhy I wear black clothing that matches my lungsWhy I stare at the color blue that matches my moodI will tell you whyI blacken my lungs with these grey filthto match those who suffer in this worldI hide in the shadows inside these black clothto hide my sadness I feel for this worldI feel sorrow from watching the blue skyfor those who cannot.